I'm leaving a manipulative asshole who has financially (and in every other way) drained me dry. I'm not even sure how I'm going to manage. It is putting an end to the business we run together, obviously. And from earning most of the money in it, I am having to try to borrow money to even get out. My friends tell me I'll be so much happier when I just get out, etc. they're probably right. But this whole situation has just brought me back to a place I haven't been in years. I want to kill myself. I've lost pretty much everything that really means anything to me in the last year, my health has been shitty, and I have no energy at all in part due to health issues, in part because of this horrible relationship. I don't have a viable source of new income. I'm getting older. I'm 25 pounds past the nice body I had when I got into this relationship mess. I'm female and perimenopausal, so by DL's standards I'm probably worthless anyway. I just don't want to live anymore, and nobody who could help me gives a rat's ass. So of course I posted a DL thread because I can't ever seem to sleep anymore.

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How can you tell if we're on prime time, apart from the fact that there are so few posts?

My current butt is not big or round enough.

Attached is a history of the Speedo from an Australian point of view. This paragraph caught my eye:%0D\ %0D\ ''American men have an aversion to displaying their bodies in public,'' one German visitor blogged. ''Ever since gay men came out of the closet in the ''80s and showed us who they were, straight American men went into the closet to show us what they weren''t. Before the late ''80s men wore shorter shorts and swimwear was short and fitted. Men used to be so free and liberated then. Now they are scared.''%0D\ %0D\ Amen! Americans need to get over their body aversion. The full article attached.

History of the Speedo

This is a serious question. Does it seep out right away or a couple of hours or does it come out when she pees? Is it "absorbed"? One of you has to know.

President Obama’s endorsement of same-sex marriage is energizing Christian conservative support for Mitt Romney in a way that the likely GOP nominee has so far not been able to do on his own, according to religious leaders and activists. Pastors in Ohio, North Carolina, Florida and other swing states are readying Sunday sermons inveighing against same-sex unions, while activist groups have begun laying plans for social media campaigns, leaflet drives and other get-out-the-vote efforts centered on the same-sex marriage issue. Romney could benefit from a strong turnout among evangelicals and other social conservatives, many of whom remain skeptical of his commitment to their causes.

Endorsement by Obama mobilizes religious right

I'm feeling fat today and want to talk about good bad mass produced food.

I know it is probably rotting my insides out, but I don't care. I love this stuff. Why doesn't it taste diety? I don't recognize a single ingredient on the bottle.

Socialist candidate Francois Hollande appeared to solidify his chances at winning France's presidency Thursday after voters welcomed his strong showing in a debate against beleaguered incumbent Nicolas Sarkozy.

France Elections: Sarkozy Expected To Lose Barring 'Completely Unforeseen Catastrophe'

Since 1992. I'm afraid to catching an STI At least I'm still alive.

This city is FULL of single gay men, all ages, and very few of them seem to ever couple up long-term. They were single years ago, single today, and will be single a decade from now. They seem to be nice enough guys, OK looking, can be social in conversation. I keep wanting to match them up with each other Yenta-style, but they would either recoil with disgust or give me a confused blank look. What's the main reason? Poll...

They''re such a hot mess, they give me a good laugh. I''m in the library, and this one specimen, thugged out beyond redemption with his TIMs and the vomit-yellow hoodies they all seem to be fond of this season, approaches this one girl he knows and is just so flaming my computer screen nearly caught on fire. I mean, really, you can thug yourself out, but who do you think you''re kidding.

Opera News, 76 years old and one of the leading classical music magazines in the country, said on Monday that it would stop reviewing the Metropolitan Opera, a policy prompted by the Met’s dissatisfaction over negative critiques. The decision by the magazine, which is published by a Met fund-raising affiliate, the Metropolitan Opera Guild, and which freely reviews companies around the world, troubles some opera experts. It is also the latest sign of sensitivity from the Met under its general manager, Peter Gelb, in the face of criticism over its productions. The move came after a review in April took aim at the Met’s new production of Wagner’s “Ring” cycle — a hallmark of Mr. Gelb’s tenure that has led to a firestorm — and after a top Opera News editor criticized the Met’s direction in a scathing essay in the May issue. Mr. Gelb said in an interview on Monday that the decision was made “in collaboration with the guild” but that he never liked the idea that an organization created to support the Met had a publication passing judgment on its productions. Worse yet, he said, is a publication that “continuously rips into” an institution that its parent is supposed to help. Last month Mr. Gelb protested to WQXR over a blog posting that called his leadership into question. It was immediately pulled. Last year the Met asked a blogger to stop revealing programming choices for future seasons before the official announcement. The blogger complied. The newest subject of wrath is Opera News. Citing a circulation of 100,000, the largest for a classical music magazine in the country, it provides information on Met casts and broadcasts and glossy profiles of star singers. Along with features on other opera houses, performers of past eras and festivals, it also publishes critiques of performances around the world by knowledgeable and respected reviewers. They have included professional musicians, academics and local newspaper critics. “As of the June 2012 issue, Opera News is not reviewing Metropolitan Opera productions,” F. Paul Driscoll, the magazine’s editor in chief, said in a terse telephone interview. He declined to elaborate but acknowledged that no other opera company had been banished from its pages. During Mr. Gelb’s tenure, the Met has tightened the reins on the guild. The company’s assistant manager for operations, Stewart Pearce, was made managing director of the guild, and the Met plays a stronger role in its educational programs. Three guild board members also have ex officio positions on the Met board, and donors solicited by the Met receive a subscription to the magazine as a perquisite. Slightly fewer than half the subscribers receive it that way. Mr. Gelb may have reason to be more sensitive these days. He is under enormous pressure to raise money for the Met’s voracious seasons, which command budgets in excess of $300 million. Mr. Gelb has also been a tireless promoter of theatrically innovative productions and the importance of replacing old productions with new ones. Both leave him open to fire from critics and traditionalists. Opera News has reviewed Met productions continuously since at least the mid-1970s, Mr. Driscoll said. While not frequent, negative notices have periodically made their way in, to the discomfiture of previous Met administrations. But no ban was imposed, at least in recent decades. (cont.)

Opera News will no longer review Metropolitan Opera productions because Peter Gelb cannot take criticism

Released on Wednesday by OpinionWorks, an Annapolis-based polling firm, the survey shows that 43 percent of the respondents favored overturning same-sex marriage, against 40 percent who want to uphold the law.

Maryland Gay Marriage Law: New Poll Shows Voters Narrowly Favor Repeal

What Hollywood Jews think the Midwest is like. Not even the accent is right. And where are all the blonde bitches? The Midwest is so much more complex than what the Hollywood Jews think we are.

The Middle

Does he have a boyfriend?

Wentworth wants his thread back

Frankly I was hoping for more eye candy. The football player caught my eye but his hair was goofy. Emily seems rather bland but I don't think it matters to most of these guys since she has the looks they like. Where does she get the money to live in that huge house and drive a new SUV? Ricky's grandparents? Anyone else watching? I wasn't going to but I have been spending Mondays with a friend who also watches so it will be nice to have company watching this mess.

Channel 5 debuted this new show last night about British marines in Afghanistan. Here's a video clip of them washing naked together:

Naked cocks in Royal Marines: Mission Afghanistan

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Here are pics of Gale and Yara at the HFPA Instyle Party:

Proof that Gale Harold is straight Part II

started per request

Enjoy the has been parade of failed pilots:

A cavalcade of TV failure!!!

Yes, of course, this douchebag spoke with Fox News. Video:

Richard Grenell, Former Romney Foreign Policy Adviser Speaks On Leaving Campaign, Supporting Romney, Being A Gay Conservative

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Are they really okay? I'm worried about mine. On Saturday he fell about 10 ft. off a railing he fell asleep on and did not land on his feet. He didn't have time. He seems physically okay but he's not acting right. Sleeping a lot and no interest in going outside at all. Staying downstairs by himself. PST?

Forget everything that's come before: these data-driven butt plugs are far and away the best use of 3D-printing technology on this side of the 2012 presidential campaign. [quote]Grand Ole Party is a data visualization of voter approval rates, amongst registered republicans, for each of the GOP candidates. It's also a set of butt plugs. To make them, Matthew Epler culled data from Gallup's website and used it to create line graphs that represent the fluctuating vote-approval rating of each GOP candidate. Longer plug = longer campaign. Next, the line graphs were imported into a 3D program that turns them into renderings of solid shapes, then a prototype of each one was 3D printed. From the prototypes, molds were made and filled with black silicone: and voila! For $350, you can own the full set of GOP butt plugs. A single unit costs $65 ($45 for Perry or Bachmann, as their campaigns—and thus plugs—were shorter than the rest). Somewhere, I hope, someone is telling Romney: You can take yer approval ratings and shove 'em straight up yer ass! (Which, if you take a gander at his plug, better be a gaping, Goatse-sized hole.) (See link for pics of plugs)

A Custom-Made, Data-Driven Butt Plug for Each GOP Presidential

Or had. Who had the biggest cock you've ever personally seen, felt, or taken a ride on?

Anyone know if he is gay friendly or anti-gay? If he isn't gay friendly than I can't support him.

Anyone else watching? This is hilarious. And half the guys are like flamingly gay and queeny and really, really scardy-cats.

Discuss.

Great Gatsby Official Trailer (2012) with Leonardo DiCaprio

Is she still super skinny?

Fred

Look at these huge nipples, man! Oh God, I could just get off on myself just looking at this body, man!

Just look at me, man! Have you ever seen this much muscle on a man??

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